hi there

i don't really have anything to write about today

and i think i'm still supposed to be on vacation

i just feel like writing some

today feels weird

i woke up early again today

not THAT early

i think like maybe 8

watched the rest of a really dated hal hartley movie

simple men

pretty good

if you can get over how 90s it is

i mean there's a scene where the characters do a choreographed dance to "kool thing"

it's pretty embarrassing

but still entertaining

i dunno

sometimes when i go to therapy i just sit there

my mind feels like it's shapeshifting

but never able to decide on a form

i'll bounce around from topic to topic but never get anywhere

and then i'll look up and my therapist is looking at me

and i get self-conscious and look back down or out the window

i feel like this now as well

a little

after i typed that i stared at my keyboard for awhile

and then typed that sentence

and now this one

i'm gonna try and go completely stream of consciousness for awhile

i'm a little concerned i might cry during it

hahahahahaha

that wasn't meant to sound so dramatic

it was supposed to be funny i think?

or close to funny at least

shit i have to write my boss an e-mail too

fuck

shit fuck

nose pig

and

jigaboo

lion heathen

foreign bleeding

nine eleven?

giant sandwich

lonesome plum

thumb

dumb

crum-bum

anal warts

anal warts?

yikes

i have a quarter

eye of the fiber

thrill of the cream

warriors come out and spay

ha ha ha ha

waaaaarrrrrrriorrrrrrrrsssssssss

come out and spayyyyyyyyyyy

rrrrrrrriorrrrrrrrrrrrr

rrrrrrrriorrrrrrrrrrrr

i like how that looks

ok

this is not as fun or enlightening as i'd hoped

please call

510 575 HISS

i'm very lonely

this has been the dave update