hello

today i feel awful!

how about that!

oh shit

i just realized i forgot about something last night

oh well

i'm going to go hide in the bathroom for awhile

maybe?

am i?

i don't know

drink some coffee dave

ok

mmmm

for a long time i've looked at people i don't like

and known that the things i don't like about them are also the things i don't like about myself

yesterday i thought maybe that is because i

(and everyone else)

am everything

and i see everything in others

i listened to bill hicks yesterday

and he talked about how we are all just subjective filters

of one grand reality

there is no life and no death

we're all just here and always here

i'm paraphrasing, OBVIOUSLY

fuck

fuck fuck fuck

fuck this

i'm tired of pretending this brain has anything to offer

i hope today i dissolve and people forget i was ever here

this has been the dave update