hello

it's me

this was a strange weekend

i've deleted 3 sentences from this area so far

that's usually a bad sign

blank mind

blocked mind

i had a thought last night

about how little i dream and how unimaginative those dreams tend to be

i'm starting to think maybe i need to force that part of my brain back on

i'm not even sure that "back" on is appropriate

i used to have dreams, i used to have dreams that would predict the future

(that's sort of not a joke)

i worry a lot about whether or not there is an afterlife

i hope there is

it just seems insane that if this is all there is

we've made such a shitty world

bah i've already ranted about this shit a million times

...

blah

fuck everything

this has been another dave down-date