hi there

i don't want to talk today either

i always feel like i should at least TRY and say something

so i'll tell you that lately i've been going onto the live chat section of sfsuicide.org

it's weird but it's someone to talk to

even though your conversation topics are fairly limited

last time i got in a long involved conversation about cognitive dissonance and how life is (or is not?) a movie

before that i totally got dissed

the person on the other end was like

"well dave i have to go, feel better"

even though we didn't talk at all

hm

that's all i can talk about right now

this has been the dave update