hi there

today i feel like a ghost

this weekend i got a haircut

and i installed a dishwasher

and i watched too much tv

and i recorded a bunch of junk

now i'm at work

and i forgot my headphones

and i was an hour late

because daylight savings time makes no fucking sense to me

i feel tired and hardly here

i have a tendency to inflate things in my mind

it's very frustrating

but i'll somehow allow myself to believe i have things i don't

and then i try and act on them

and it's like i've lost something

even though i've never had it//them//whatever

i'm tired of it

i'm gonna stop writing because this is just going to be another annoying rant

about how shitty life is and how i have no one to blame but my shitty self

what do masturbation and procrastination have in common?

they're both fun until you realize

you're just fucking yrself

(i think i've probably told that joke before)

this has been yet another dave down-date