hi there

bonus dave update

it's not exciting though

i was having a conversation on gchat

and i was bitching about shit

(BELIEVE IT OR NOT)

and i wrote a rant but deleted it

because it's pointless to just complain to someone

especially when you're like me

and you're so fucking blockheaded that conversations are pointless

but i figured i would post it here

because maybe someday i'll go back and read it

and remember exactly how i feel right now

for better or worse

so

here goes:

"i'm broke and in debt and don't make enough money to get any footing, i hate my job but don't really have any other options, and even if i could get rid of these two problems that don't really stress me out THAT much there's so much other shit. i can't find any way to be happy, i just feel like a miserable person without any real place to fit into."

now i click "publish post"

and then nothing changes

this has been the dave update

hey there

two nights ago i got into a conversation about "constructive reality"

hm

two nights ago i got into a conversation about "constructive reality"

today i don't really feel like discussing it

i'm worried

for a lot of reasons

and i don't want to talk

all i want to do is sleep

fuck this

this has been the dave update