hullo

is dav

today i learned that jelly roll morton

had a group at one time

called red hot peppers

so

in case anyone alive

was still unsure

that the red hot chili peppers

are part of the gross american rock tradition

of wholesale theft from black folks

SUP WITH IT

it's weird to be 35

and have friends who are into RHCP

and also marilyn manson

NO JUDGEMENT HERE

for the record

i mean like what you like

it's just

*unexpected*

lately i've been considering the idea that i have a brain tumor

mostly because my brain sways

between uhhhhh

massively functional

MASSIVELY

and then completely clueless

also i get pretty random headaches

and there's a bump on my skull that is now grapefruit sized

hahahahaha

IT'S PROBABLY NOTHING

all i really want to do is play video games right now

i used to go through a thing

where any time i moved

after i settled in

i would just play video games for like

two weeks straight

and then burn out on them

and go out and have fun and stuff

you know

LIVE LIFE

before the tumor takes over

lately though i've been on the fuck life team

i just wanna sit around and play mario kart

i don't even really smoke weed any more

like, once a month maybe

i went camping recently and didn't smoke weed AT ALL

didn't even day-drink

let's see

what else now

i guess i'll close with a joke

or maybe i should call it a bit

cuz i'm not sure there's a real punch line on this one

i was thinking the other day

about when i was last looking for a job

i was on unemployment so i was just applying for everything

cuz when you're on unemployment you're supposed to be looking for work

and provide contact info for places you applied

i was actually doing it at first

thinking they might check up

(spoiler alert!)

(they don't)

job listings are mostly horrible

but there is one clear RED FLAG to avoid

if a job is soliciting applicants

and they say they are looking for a

"ROCK STAR"

anything

that is going to be a horrible place to work

"looking for a ROCK-STAR social media marketer!"

"are you a ROCK-STAR with numbers?  join our accounting team!"

"looking for a ROCK-STAR sanitation engineer!"

do people not know that rock stars are pieces of shit?

do you really want to work with axl fucking rose?

i applied to all of those jobs

because i really wanted to show up for the interview

wearing shredded denim and a bandana around my cornrows

and like 17 scarves tied haphazardly around my body

arrive an hour and a half late but just walk on thru the door

knocking over computer monitors on the way in

cigarette dangling from my lips

bottle of cheap whiskey in my hand

find the hiring manager

look at my hand to remember the name of the company

"SOMEBODY TOLD ME OAKLAND'S CHILDRENS' HOSPITAL"

"IS LOOKING FOR A NURSE CLINICIAN?"

smash goes the whiskey bottle

"I SAIIIIIIID"

"IS ANYONE OUT THERE LOOKING"

"FOR SOMEONE TO PROVIDE CASE MANAGEMENT FOR PATIENTS?"

waggle my tongue

knock some shit off their desk

"WELL LET'S DO THIS SHIT THEN!"

this has been a slightly overwritten dave update