hello

all i want to do right now is play guitar

play guitar and maybe eat a danish

yesterday was a bad day i think

i mean work was just frustrating

and i got in a super bummer zone

which

don't let the word zone fool you

was not as potentially fun as it may sound

super bummer zone kind of sounds like a video game

or maybe what they call the ball pit at chuck e cheese

"the chuck e cheese on lakeshore has the nation's LARGEST super bummer zone"

"no free refills with the 'adultery' special"

hm

what can i talk about today

yesterday was not fun

in tucson there was this really awful bar called pinky's

i remember the radio commercials really well

because they'd always go "COME DOWN TO P-P-P-P-P-PAAAAAANKYYYYYYY'S"

like, rhymes with stanky

and they had a thursday night event

"FORGET TGIF!"

"WE'RE SURE HAPPY IT'S THURSDAY!"

then a deep voice would say

"YOU SPELL IT OUT!"

"P-P-P-P-P-P-P-P-PAAAAAAANKYYYYYYYY'S"

hahahahahahahaha

P-P-P-P-P-P-P--P-P--P-P---PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANKYYYYYYYYYYYYY'S

i REALLY hope p--p--p-p-p--p-p-p-panky's is one of my search keywords this week

search keywords are more fun than blogging i think

i need some more good ones though

maybe i should just start spouting out words i'd like to be search keywords

like adult diapers

when is too young for adult diapers anyways?

i feel like i would rock adult diapers

i would dress like a thug with them though

and have my pants down like right above my knees

and a big ol black t-shirt

and adult diapers

and gold teeth

i think the cover of the new bleached 7" is a still from the movie "i am curious"

i'm not positive cuz you can't see the faces really

but it definitely makes me think of that movie

i wish i still had that movie, it was really odd

i'd like to see it again

i remember i saw it in a store in the east bay when i was visiting once

and i was searching for it back in az for FOREVER

i've been watching too much tv lately

movies/tv/etc

i need to do other things

i guess i'm sort of going on a date tonight

but i have to admit i'm not excited for it particularly

nothing against the girl or whatever

i'm just tired of kind of bs conversations

like, not bs like straight up lies

but like bs like "let's just get along pleasantly and not talk about anything we care about because that's what this whole dating game is about i guess?"

i don't know, i was talking to this different girl the other night and it was like

jeez

listen to us trying our best to keep this conversation going

it was sad kind of

because she was nice and no one was doing anything wrong

but we just hadn't found anything to relate on

but still wanted to talk i guess?

so we were kind of just telling jokes or being funny

but the jokes were going way too long ha ha ha

i don't know

i've been called out a few times this week for overthinking things

and while i think that's a totally valid criticism or whatever

it's a little annoying because it's also just pure criticism

it's like saying "i don't like your voice"

in that there's really nothing i can do about my voice

and you're certainly not offering anything constructive about what i should do about my voice

you're just saying "i don't like this about you but fortunately you're not important enough to me for me to bother helping you with this problem"

people tell me "i think you think too much"

and i say "i think you're probably right but i don't know how to stop"

see even there

TOO MUCH THINKING

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-paaaaaaaankyyyyyyyy's

hahahahahahahhahhaha

this has been the dave update